Music is my heart, and I play the world my song

Thanks for ditching me on our plans. I’ll just sit at the park and cry. Sometimes I wonder if I deserve better. You shower me with gifts. And I’m not saying it’s wrong. I just wish you would forgive my faults like I constantly forgive yours.

Glory glory hallelujah…

ASK AND YE SHALL RECIEVE.

Anonymous asked: The pain you feel today is the strength you feel tomorrow. For every challenge encountered there is opportunity for growth

thank you….something is wrong with the ask boxes and messages on my phone. I go to write in one persons ask box and it sends it to someone completely different. I also dont get messages on the tumblr app on my phone. 

Maybe if I tried harder. Maybe if I lost a few…. Maybe if I held it together….. Could that do it for you?

You didn’t kiss me. You didn’t say goodnight. Do you really want me for the rest of your life?

Stone.

I just want to be touched…. I touch you all the time. And you don’t give it back. It makes me sad…. Like you are lazy. Or maybe you don’t care. It’s a bit selfish. I don’t need gifts. I don’t need jewelry. What I need is to be touched. I Googled how often some couples have sex. Doctor oz say young couples have sex 2 times a week on average. Older couples 50 to 70 years old have it once a week. And when you joke and say “oh we had sex three days ago. I’m good for another 2 weeks” it hurts my feelings. And on average our sex lasts maybe 10 minutes. We haven’t been dating even a year.

I just want to be touched.

My heart is broken.

This time it’s real…. I feel my heart actually breaking. All of those other times meant nothing. Little cracks and fissures along the way. But you my dear have completely and indescribably broken my heart.